Seasonal Affective Disorder

That’s what they call that irrational depression some people have when the seasons change. Normally it happens to people during winter but, on occasion, it is known to happen during the other seasons.

Technically, I suppose it’s what happens to me during Summer.

I overeat, I have cravings for carbs, I feel tired all the time and I can never get up in the morning without a fight. I hate it with a damned passion.

That’s not even including what Summer means for my eczema or light sensativity or…migraines. Oh god, the migraines.

So, now that Summer is here, are you all bloody well happy now? You bitched throughout Winter about how cold and miserable it was and how you couldn’t wait for Summer to roll around again…now you can rejoice.

Personally, I’m going to spend the next few months fighting to stay awake in the afternoons and constantly looking like I’ve smoked a joint. Which I haven’t. Cos I haven’t had weed in like two months. So there.

But, I will not constantly bitch about it.

Summer is inevitable each year, much like the death of a celebrity you don’t really care about until they’re dead. If I was really determined to avoid it, I’d sell a kidney and go overseas for the Summer months. I don’t though because I know it’ll eventually pass.

Also, it irritates the living shits out of me when people constantly bitch during Winter and I refuse to be one of those people. So, this is my one designated bitching session and I shall end it with a:

Screw you Summer and everything you do to me.