Mental Suicide

28 Jan

I really haven’t felt this way since high school. I feel like offing myself just for something interesting to do.

Work. Oh sigh.

You know, people say that everyone hates their jobs, that’s why it’s work etc etc etc. I say bollocks to that. There is something out there that I will love doing everyday because, let’s face it, we spend a giant portion of our lives at work and I refuse to have that time spent being completely miserable. Like I am right now.

I am hating life. Hating hating HATING it.

It’s not the job that sucks, for someone else it might be idyllic and I’m learning a bunch of stuff about how to not be a door mat. Or the people…they’re lovely and supportive. Or the money…no wait…that does suck a little but I can overlook it for now. It’s just that I’m bored and this isn’t what I want to be doing. Which really irritates me because I sit for 8 hours a day putting my absolute heart and soul into something that bores me.

That’s just sad.

So, anyone want to save me? Seriously, save me.

Spread the word. The Gobz is looking to do something new. And I’m quite cheap.

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8 Responses to “Mental Suicide”

  1. B 28. Jan, 2009 at 11:31 am #

    Before I send you a brochure on “PoleDancing for Dummies”…

    What do you want to do?

  2. Goblin 28. Jan, 2009 at 11:38 am #

    In all honesty…drive cars really fast all day long.
    I’m looking into this already though.

    Geeez B, I actually don’t know. Things always sound good until you try them. Or sound crap until you try them.

    I wanna be with dogs all day, I wanna be behind a wheel all day, I wanna teach drama classes, I wanna tell people what to do with their lives, I wanna fuck people up more and be a shrink…it’s all I wannas.

    But I’m open to any suggestion at this point.

  3. Po 28. Jan, 2009 at 9:52 pm #

    dude sorry hear to hear it. Work is such a huge part of life, it helps to enjoy it.
    :(

  4. angel 29. Jan, 2009 at 6:59 am #

    i think there are very few people on this planet who cannot relate to that…
    i have reached a point where i like what i’m doing, but the money isn’t good.

  5. 6000 29. Jan, 2009 at 12:31 pm #

    Well, women in Musina are selling their bodies for R5. One can only begin to imagine…

    Have you tried science? No? Well don’t. Po will back me up on this.

    It’s shame you don’t enjoy your job, because it sounds like (aside from your sweaty-balled boss) it has the potential to be quite cool.

  6. Goblin 29. Jan, 2009 at 2:42 pm #

    Po – I’ll work it out some day. I hope. We’ll see.

    angel – While it would be ideal to earn a lot and do what you dig…it can’t always happen and I would take the enjoyment over the money quite honestly.

    6k – You know my opinion on scientists :P Also, I’m sure I’m not nearly cool enough.

    Um yeah, my job does have the potential to be cool, it really does. There’s just other factors involved that really mean that it can’t be cool right now. Can only hope it gets better.

    I’m just going to ignore the first sentence because that’s such a parent thing to do ;) “Eat your brussel sprouts, there are hundreds of starving children who would kill for them”
    Thanks Dad *evol*

  7. 6000 29. Jan, 2009 at 3:08 pm #

    My first line wasn’t a “there are people worse off that you, stop moaning”.
    It was a job suggestion, as you requested.

  8. Goblin 29. Jan, 2009 at 3:40 pm #

    Naah, I’d be a terrible cheap whore.